unsubscribed

Something happened after my car wrecks

The concussion made me light and sound sensitive

And I did something I’d never done

If you know me, you know I listen to around 25 podcasts a day

Impossible? Not if you turn the speed up

There’s so much to learn in life and I want to soak it all in

But when forced to slow down, I looked around my life, who I was, who I was becoming and if I was actually absorbing all of the knowledge I was speeding into my mind

I really didn’t like any of it

Who I was, who I was becoming, and an abundance of knowledge going unapplied

So I hit unsubscribe

Again

And again

And again

I made things a little quieter

I still want to learn.  I’ll still listen to podcasts.  But maybe a little slower.  And maybe a little less.  And maybe, just maybe there will be more space and room in my heart and mind to not just learn, and not just apply, but to become the person I desire to be.