just a minute...
it’s been a minute since I wrote in this little space
too many minutes
because… life
i’d say the travels, the moving, the movement…
but that’s what I like to write about, that’s what creates something to write about
so I think it’s more the heart
the unfilled desires, the filled desires
no, that doesn’t make sense, I like to write about those too
the uncertainty, yes, I think that’s it
the repetitiveness of the uncertainty
the not wanting to write the same thing over
and over
and over again
the anxiety, the longings fulfilled and unfilled, the wandering
but I just did
there’s all the words again… and it just took a minute

